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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

74 more days

Im beginning to feel antsy! Sitting here in Pensacola with a ridiculous part time job and no Justin and few friends has sucked! Luckily three of my favorite people have moved home recently and on Friday I get to see Justin! Its about time! Things get so busy with everyone and not with me so I spend lots of time sitting. So, today I decided to get a full time job for the remaining two months that I am here. I called the temp agency I worked at last year and let them know I was available again. This means, however, that I have to quit my job now, which is no problem, I am sick of teaching gymnastics. I just cant say straighten your arms or point your toes one more time. I love the kids so much, and they make me laugh and feel good just by the small things they say. I just need to do something else. It sucks, this in between thing. I cant get a real job for only a summer, but I need full time money, not part time. So, temp jobs it is! So, tomorrow I have soooo much to do its insane. Between my list, my moms, list, and the wedding list of things to do, I want me head to blow off. One thing that has really been a burden to me lately is the money issue. So some of the things I need to do takes money, of which I have none. So, hopefully this changed to a full time job should help.

Well I think Im gonna go to sleep now. Tomorrow will only be two more days til I get to see Justin and I am so excited! I am however really going to miss my friends who are going to the beach this weekend WITH OUT ME! haha, no bitterness, really. Jo, dont stress out about all the moving, Jesus is cool and will work it out! and I will see you on Monday and everything that has happened you can vent to me and I will take you out and you can drown your sorrows, and ill make you laugh, and sleep with you, and decorate your room allll pretty! I LOVE YOU!

Monday, May 23, 2005

on the road again

This weekend I came to Tallahassee to hang out with my friends before we all begin to move our separate ways. Its so cool that we are all doing these exciting things and moving forward in such interesting ways, ways that four years ago we would not have even guessed we would be headed. This Friday I am going up to Cincinnati to find a job. I'm a little nervous seeing as I have no clue where Im going to get a job or who is hiring. Im pretty much just going up there and driving around handing out my resume. Justin just keeps stressing that I need a full time job with benefits and its crazy to have to think about this I guess. anyway, I'll have to finish this later.