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I am so out of it. Its so weird how I just daze off into nothingness and when someone asks me what I am thinking about it is in all honesty nothing. If it is something, I dont know what it is. I think its just the pre wedding look. Matt Arnold told me it will all go away once Justin and I are married, its just this mode brides get in, hopefully it will go away, its weird.

The way I feel right now is so odd. I have so so so much to do and yet I have no drive to do it. I just wanna sit at my house all day. Its so weird, usually I like going out and doing things and when I have errands I like to run them, but lately, I dont know what has been going on. This has however bitten me in the rear. I have had so much to do and have not done it, therefore, I am squeezing it all in. Tomorrow I have about 35 things to do and in reality only time for about 60 percent of that. Somehow I will get it all done though. I am excited about the bridal portraits though, its always fun to put on the dress! However, my hair is a disaster, I have never had a worse hair cut, haha! anyway, ill get over it I suppose, hopefully it wont ruin the pictures too badly. So, today I got new contacts, which was exciting seeing as the prescription I have had for the past year was not strong enough and I wore contacts but still couldnt see. So, seeing is fun and i love it, everything is so clear and beautiful!

This is my last week at work, and yes I am excited, but I am so sad because those kids make me feel so loved. They just hang out on me and love on me and tell me Im cool and one kid today actually cried because I was leaving. I really am their favorite coach! hehe

So, another thing that sucks right now is that Justin is still 800 miles away, and it makes me insane. however, tonight he did talk to David Crowder and invite him to the wedding, so that should be interesting. Since Justin is working these camps and all he has the opportunity to meet a lot of cool artists and bands and whatnot so him and David are all tight and so on.

So, like I said, lots to do tomorrow so Im arising early, boo. I cannot wait til Thursday at 7:30, no more gymnastics, and the weekend in Jacksonville begins, yay!