so I finally talked to my sister Beth today. She said everyone is just so incredibly sad that there are no words to describe how everyone feels. Leah and Dick came home from the hospital today and B said it was just so sad. The screen saver on the computer said "It's a Boy!' and the nursery was all ready for little Asher. I just feel awful for them. My heart is with them and my knees to the earth for them. I really dont like being so far away now. They still dont know what caused this or how his heart just stopped beating. They arent planning a service of any kind but they are burying him this week. B said that she had him natural delivery and they cleaned him off and bundled him up and let Leah and Dick hold him and be alone. I just cant imagine what was going on in that room. The emotions, the hurt, the questions, the wondering of what he would have been like. Im so incredibly heartbroken for her. My sister also told me that our other sister Rachael who just had a baby feels so much guilt. She just had Claire a month ago and feels awful being able to love her and take care of her and be with her. Having her newborn and yet Leah feeling robbed of something she created with her true love to enjoy, yet she has to bury him. Please continue to pray for my family in Florida, they are in so much pain right now. Please pray that they find peace and contentment, and maybe some joy soon.
the picture is the only one of Leah on my computer. Its a pic of the fam at the wedding, I promise no more wedding pics after this! Leah is the one on the left in a Pink shirt. Just thought Id put it in here.
"baby let sweet jesus hold you, til mom and dad can hold you...
you'll just have heaven before we do."
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